Nothing of me is original. I am the combined effort of everyone I've
ever known..I use bits and pieces of others personalities to form my
own. I want out of the labels. I don't want my whole life crammed into a
single word. A story. I want to find something else, unknowable, some
place to be that's not on the map. A real adventure. I'm not special.
I'm not a beautiful and unique snowflake. I'm the same decaying organic
matter as everything else..
We're all part of the same
compost heap. We're all singing, all dancing crap of the world! I do my
thing and you do yours. I am not in this world to live up to your
expectations, and you are not in this world to live up to mine. You are
you and I am I, .I am one of the people who love the why of things..
What I want is to be needed. What I need is to be indispensable to
somebody. Who I need is somebody that will eat up all my free time, my
ego, my attention. Somebody addicted to me. A mutual addiction."
Sometimes when I reflect back on all I have done I feel ashamed. Then I
look into the mirror and saw a lot of negativity despite this decent
face. If I didn't exist, how can I feel myself and the people around?
Then I say to myself, "God create me for reasons , to be a leader."
I
love music.. especially grunge, rock, metal and songs that hurt your
throat when you try to sing them.. it doesn't mean i don't like other
genres though i like symphony too yeah i like that shit! Deep down I'm a
very shallow person.
Status: An elite TESL student with timid and curious personality when comes into
new situation.Somehow, he's quietly become the mediator with his
happy-go-lucky attitude.Whoever gets into his way will be considered as
enemies.Once he hates ,he hates forever and is a judgmental if he knows people for long.He might help you even in sticky
situation if you are nice to him.